I have a tight grasp on what I want
and I'm not letting go
I know what I'm losing, and that's why I can't lose it
the only perfection I was close to is shattering
and it was by my hand
I am to blame for this slow release...
At least that is what I fear
my grip will always be tight, I cannot know what lies on the other end
but without both sides holding on
I will fall hardest.